okay HELLO consider this my unofficial official return!! it’s been too long!!
some life updates:
- i am 25 now (wtf lol i started this blog when i was 14)
- i have been in a relationship for nearly 4 years, and we’ve been living together for 3 of those years
- we have 2 cats together
- i’m in my last year of my phd for neuroscience
- i have been working on a YA book that is going slowly but surely
- i smoke a lot more weed now
- that’s all
how many of u are still here. do people still use this. i kind of want to come back
The violence sits in my heart. I hear it banging its fist against my closed chest; I whisper sweet nothings right back.
It won’t hurt this much soon, I say. It won’t be this painful forever, I sigh.
I fear I am the dam attempting to negotiate with the flood. I am no more than a pebble in its path. I cannot fight back; I will turn to sea glass beneath its fingers.
The violence sits somewhere inside of me, begging for me to make use of it. Be angry, it screams. Be angry that you are hurting, regardless if you dragged yourself to the doctor. Be angry for your pain, despite the stitches holding yourself together. Be angry that your heart beats you. Be angry that you’re trying to beat your heart.
"I’m going to be posting more poetry on tik tok! I’ll be sharing them here too as much as possible but if you want to be kept up to date, feel free to click the link and follow me there too!
I made a poetry account on tik tok! I’ll be posting the videos of them here but if you’d like to follow me there, click the link!
